Monday, April 17, 2006

......... rain drops


Giant thunders & lightings. I smell the sound and the sand. Wow! If I would be a kid I'll eat it, like what I did when I was really a kid. And then, Yes! its raining. Cool wind along. Its always nice to get some rain in summer. After we all were fried over 42º 's. Its normal anyway. If its too hot for too long, then will rain. If its too cold for too long, then will sunshine. So, I was waiting for this, now it has been delivered and I'm watching it like a new born child. And few light drizzle on me for my smile.

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Chai! Chai!


Its funny. I'm drinking Tea. Everyday. Twice. Sometimes more. Its not normal for me. I have been grown up with my parents who doesn't have the T habits. So, I used to be like them.I had headache many times, I had Tea or Cigarete, but it never made a difference to me. Tea and Cigarettes never made me to attract them. I was never an addict. But all of them suddenly turned back. Now I'm running to the Tea-shop as soon as I feel tired or bored or heavy. And it helps. Do you have any idea why is it like this?!

Hot! Hot! Hot!

Summer again. Its very hot. I'm swatting a lot. No wind at all. Its very hard to sleep as there is no wind. Im avoiding to go out as much as possible. We have fan, but it just re-cycles the hot air inside the room. And sometimes horrible power cuts. And right now, I hate any kind of spicy food, which I get very often here. Even tea is too hot. Sometimes cold water and cola helps. But both makes me so thirsty. Anyway, summer is just summer and I'm looking for some summer rain.

Very long Zzzzzzzzz!!

I was sleeping for long. Means, really long. 12 hours. Tired from all the TO DO list. Now got up and going to do the list killing. Also I feel very tired right now. I want to read any book like "50 ways to empty the TO-DO list".
But frankly, I think I know how: DO the TO-DO things.
Just I'm not doing it so perfect.

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

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but it's so big already. would that be fair? :)

Ok.. But my friend told me the below idea as the easy way for penis enlargement:


not bad ;)

Sunday, April 02, 2006

April 1 - Election!

Its was April 1st. People call it as fools day. You can fool others on this day. And I feel like here we are fooled a month and eight days earlier. You know why?! We have the state government election on the 8th of next month. Politics smells very bad right now. Is’nt it?! Something has to happen. Something is gonna happen. But very very slowly.. We have the biggest power - Vote. Still by using this real democratic weapon we coulnt get what we wanted. A real corruption less goverment. This picture says a lot to me...

::Über den Wolken::

The best things about my Kerala trip was the flight. I love to fly. Specially when it takes off from the ground, I took a window seat and enjoyed my whole trip. Wonderful!! No words.
And a very special thing has happened on my trip.
I had a wish for a long time to see my own town from the sky. I thought it will never happen, but yes! it happened this time. I saw my town, specially the hill: holy arunachala. Oh! It was great. And Im looking forward to fly again. For me flying is like drug and im an addict.
I made so many pictures on this trip. I'll post them soon.. Till then, bye bye...
*peace*

Saturday, April 01, 2006

K Trip!

Excellent trip! Lot 2 say.. but very late, im telling now...


Before:
From the past month, im not im. Totally tired of being tired, tired of being sad..
I tried all my best to get rid off the shit. But couldnt win. Now I have no more strength to fight against anything. Im lost. I give up.
Silence!

Ok.. Back to the present : Kerala was wonderful, lot of water, mini islands, ferry, .. Me and my friend, went to Kochin. Rent a bike, round the country side.. Few villages, a night stay on a kind of beach resort, swimming in the sea( it was special to swim at dark night), Met few good friends, bla bla bla... I was complete sick later.. Then I came back Home and had a heavy breath, had some fine rest.. I dont know why, but it wasnt a better time of my life since last month... I hope it will change. Now im back in charge, not completly, but somewhat better..